I looked at this old rakusu 
    while I was standing by the closet in the dimness of the living room, light 
    coming in from the kitchen where the tea kettle was puffing out the first 
    hints of a whistle. No end to delusion. That sounds right. No end to 
    enlightenment. That's good to hear. Suzuki used to say that there was no end 
    to suffering, which made sense to me as I plodded back into the kitchen.  ----------------Shunryu Suzuki quoted in Thank You &OK!: an American Zen Failure in Japan. [Awake in the Dark] Gonna run through these which are all listedhere.