You know, you are very ambitious, and you are
trying to do something good always, and try to be successful [laughs] always,
you know, without knowing the true meaning of it. So even though you come here
and study Buddhism, you know, to me, you know, you are going the other
direction [laughs]. It looks like so. I hope this is my misunderstanding, but I
am very sorry, more and more [laughs] I found you going the other
direction. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Excerpt from Shunryu Suzuki lecture 67-04-22-A found onshunryusuzuki.com. Edited by DC - Many Shunryu Suzuki lecture excerpts on cuke.com - from there links to much more. Going slowly through Suzuki transcripts featuring whatever is next that seems okay.