You are not accustomed to living in this form,
your own home. So you are wandering about trying to find your home. “Where is my home?” You are right in your home and you are seeking for a home with a substantial idea. -------------------------------------------------- Excerpt from Shunryu Suzuki lecture - 68-01-11B as found on shunryusuzuki.com. Edited by DC [Looking for some substance whereas your home is not substantial.]