So, before you become afraid of it, or before you wonder what it is, you should practice more under the new experience, following the new experience. This is also a very important thing. You may see your teacher when you have a new experience, but teacher will say, "Practice more with the new understanding." --------------------------- Excerpt from Shunryu Suzuki lecture - 67-08-20 - as found on shunryusuzuki.com, from one of the newly discovered (2021) lecture tapes. Edited by DC - Going through Suzuki lectures and posting anything that can stand on its own. Not looking for zingers or "the best of." I find that following these excerpts daily provides another way to experience Suzuki's teaching. Go to https://www.instagram.com/cuke_archives/ for more daily Shunryu Suzuki lecture excerpts - with a photo