First of all, Dogen Zenji says the cook must be of big mind to accept various criticism and complaint with, you know,
not smile, - [laughs] if you smile they will be more angry [laughs]. So you
cannot even smile [laughs]. Just to accept what they say, and just to
understand our human nature is only the way. --------------------------------------------------- Excerpt from Shunryu Suzuki lecture 67-12-06-A as found on shunryusuzuki.com. Edited by DC - Many Shunryu Suzuki lecture ex/cerpts on cuke.com - from thee links to much more. Going slowly through Suzuki transcripts featuring whatever is next that seems okay.
Wednesday, October 31, 2018
Tuesday, October 30, 2018
Kitchen
I want to make clear the relationship
between our big mind and everyday activity. In everyday life, how the big mind
reveal itself will be the point I will talk about right now-- or you may say the function of the great mind. Dogen Zenji explained this mind in his Tenzo Kyokun. Tenzo Kyokun is the
instruction for the monks who works in the kitchen. Those who work in the
kitchen must have this mind. And work in the kitchen is the extended practice
of zazen, or their way working in the kitchen should be
based on our pure practice or big mind. Especially for those who work in
kitchen, it is necessary to have big mind because they will have various
difficulties. --------------------------------------------------- Excerpt from Shunryu Suzuki lecture 67-12-06-A as found on shunryusuzuki.com. Edited by DC - Many Shunryu Suzuki lecture ex/cerpts on cuke.com - from thee links to much more. Going slowly through Suzuki transcripts featuring whatever is next that seems okay.
Taigen on Tree of Life Synagogue massacre
Taigen Dan Leighton 's Bar Mitzvah was at Tree of Life Synagogue. Here's what he wrote about the recent massacre of people there. - Tree of Life.
Taigen is the guiding teacher at Ancient Dragon Zen Gate in Chicago. He says, "Please Vote!"
Taigen is the guiding teacher at Ancient Dragon Zen Gate in Chicago. He says, "Please Vote!"
Monday, October 29, 2018
Ed Brown Letter Asking for Support
Ed has found a place in Sebastopol, California, for a practice center. Here's a letter from Ed asking for support in acquiring it.
Mirror
The mind which we will acquire or obtain by
our pure practice is something which is not graspable, which is
beyond our words. But at the same time, the mind will respond to everything. So
positively speaking, our mind is like a mirror which reflects various objects on
it. But when there is no object, the mirror is something which you cannot
even see. This is the mind we will obtain by our pure practice. --------------------------------------------------- Excerpt from Shunryu Suzuki lecture 67-12-06-A as found on shunryusuzuki.com. Edited by DC - Many Shunryu Suzuki lecture ex/cerpts on cuke.com - from thee links to much more. Going slowly through Suzuki transcripts featuring whatever is next that seems okay.
Saturday, October 27, 2018
Transcription of Edward Brown's talk from July 18, 2018
This is the first of four transcriptions (I hope) of the audio from Edward's one day sitting on July 18th at Green Gulch farm. It's also the last of the four, his afternoon talk in the zendo (PDF) It's linked to from the Edward Brown page for his recent situation with the SFZC. The audio for all four is there too. The talk starts with him talking about his pre-ZC time at Tassajara which is bound to be excerpted in Tassajara Stories. Thanks Sally Harris Sange for the transcribing. She's working with Danny Parker who's doing a book of Edward's lectures. - DC
Continuing from yesterday
Our way of life should be more stable, and more
wide, and more open to everyone. Keeping something just within yourself is one
of the violationsof our precepts. Whether
it may be material or spiritual, not to open up for others is violations of
the precepts. Our mind should be open to everyone. If you want to open up your
mind, you should resume your true mind or essence of mind according to the Sixth Patriarch. --------------------------------------------------- Excerpt from Shunryu Suzuki lecture 67-12-05-B as found on shunryusuzuki.com. Edited by DC - Many Shunryu Suzuki lecture ex/cerpts on cuke.com - from thee links to much more. Going slowly through Suzuki transcripts featuring whatever is next that seems okay.
Friday, October 26, 2018
Sheet of Paper
There is limit in our effort, and there is limit
in our power to attain something. Whether you become famous or not, the
difference may be
by a sheet of paper. If you are strong-- stronger than the other a little bit,
you know, you will become famous. That's all. If you can do it little bit
ahead of people, you will be successful. To be involved in that kind of
competition is to sacrifice yourself. And it is silly, you know, to be involved
in this kind of life. --------------------------------------------------- Excerpt from Shunryu Suzuki lecture 67-12-05-B as found on shunryusuzuki.com. Edited by DC - Many Shunryu Suzuki lecture ex/cerpts on cuke.com - from thee links to much more. Going slowly through Suzuki transcripts featuring whatever is next that seems okay.
Thursday, October 25, 2018
Dead End
If the true dragon will appease your ambitious
thought or your unsatisfied feeling in your everyday life, you will be
interested in our practice in its true sense. This kind of interest is not
usual interest to be proud of your power or your understanding, but
something which will appease all the ambitious thought
and all the resistance. That is why many artists and poets and samurai or some
influential people who found dead end in their way practiced zazen. --------------------------------------------------- Excerpt from Shunryu Suzuki lecture 67-12-05-B as found on shunryusuzuki.com. Edited by DC - Many Shunryu Suzuki lecture ex/cerpts on cuke.com - from thee links to much more. Going slowly through Suzuki transcripts featuring whatever is next that seems okay.
Wednesday, October 24, 2018
Dragon
As Dogen Zenji in his instruction of zazen,
“Don't be afraid of true dragon.” In China there was a man who
liked dragons very much. Even though he didn't have dragon and he liked to talk about dragons. This kind of, feeling we have always. Even though we don't know what is zazen, people
like to talk about zazen all day and night, all night and day [laughs,
laughter]. --------------------------------------------------- Excerpt from Shunryu Suzuki lecture 67-12-05-B as found on shunryusuzuki.com. Edited by DC - Many Shunryu Suzuki lecture ex/cerpts on cuke.com - from thee links to much more. Going slowly through Suzuki transcripts featuring whatever is next that seems okay.
Tuesday, October 23, 2018
Wrong
Maybe we like something wrong rather than
right-- rather than true [laughs]. This is something, you know-- this is,
maybe, same tendency we have when we feel some resistance. Something which is
true is maybe always very common and not so interesting, not so colorful. It is
just plain and common. So you have no interest in it. Something
which is wrong [laughs] is very interesting. --------------------------------------------------- Excerpt from Shunryu Suzuki lecture 67-12-05-B as found on shunryusuzuki.com. Edited by DC - Many Shunryu Suzuki lecture ex/cerpts on cuke.com - from thee links to much more. Going slowly through Suzuki transcripts featuring whatever is next that seems okay.
Monday, October 22, 2018
Way
The more you understand a human being-- human
nature, the more you will be interested in our way. --------------------------------------------------- Excerpt from Shunryu Suzuki lecture 67-12-05-B as found on shunryusuzuki.com. Edited by DC - Many Shunryu Suzuki lecture ex/cerpts on cuke.com - from thee links to much more. Going slowly through Suzuki transcripts featuring whatever is next that seems okay.
Sunday, October 21, 2018
Bill Lane again with link
Opps - forgot the link to the Bill Lane page featured yesterday. Here tis.
Saturday, October 20, 2018
Perfect Freedom
So if you want to obtain the perfect freedom
from everything, your effort should be directed inward. As long as you have
this kind of practice, you have no danger-- danger of being enslaved by
anything. You have always perfect freedom. --------------------------------------------------- Excerpt from Shunryu Suzuki lecture 67-12-05-B as found on shunryusuzuki.com. Edited by DC - Many Shunryu Suzuki lecture ex/cerpts on cuke.com - from thee links to much more. Going slowly through Suzuki transcripts featuring whatever is next that seems okay.
Friday, October 19, 2018
Enslaved
It is silly for us just to be caught by the
feeling of resistance. The resistance, because of the discrimination, is a kind
of imitation. But usually [in] imitation we imitate something. In the same way,
but in-- when we have resistance, we imitate in opposite way [laughs]. That is
just-- you imitate in the same way or the other way is the difference. But your
way is caused by some outward object. In other word, your mind is enslaved by
outward object. --------------------------------------------------- Excerpt from Shunryu Suzuki lecture 67-12-05-B as found on shunryusuzuki.com. Edited by DC - Many Shunryu Suzuki lecture ex/cerpts on cuke.com - from thee links to much more. Going slowly through Suzuki transcripts featuring whatever is next that seems okay.
Thursday, October 18, 2018
Lew Richmond Aging Blog and new book
Lew writes: I am most pleased to announce that my new book on Men and Aging, tentatively titled Every Breath, New Chances: A Guide to Aging for Men will be published in 2020 by North Atlantic Books.
EVERY BREATH, NEW CHANCES, my new book on aging, is focused
on men's aging issues. Its approach is not as explicitly Buddhist as
AGING AS A SPIRITUAL PRACTICE, and rather than a series of different
contemplative exercises, I teach variations on a single one, which I
call "Every Breath, New Chances." I learned this phrase from one of my
Japanese Buddhist teachers, who taught it both as a specific meditation
and as a general approach to life. As a general teaching "every breath,
new chances" means that we are always re-inventing ourselves on each
breath, and that every situation offers fresh opportunities if we are
alert to them . . . (to continue, click on the Aging Blog link below.
At the end of the blog I ask people to let me know if they would like to
participate in one of my on-line discussion groups. For people on this
mailing list, you can reply to this email directly, thank you!
Lew's email address for this list: Lewis Richmond <lewwebsite (at) earthlink (dot) net>
Lew Richmond Cuke page - just put a note there that it's hard to keep up with all that Lew does.
Doesn't Matter
Who told us the teaching or who force some way
of life to us doesn't matter. We will not lose our way, and we will create-- we
will develop our way in our own idea and in our own way. There is freedom of
creativity. --------------------------------------------------- Excerpt from Shunryu Suzuki lecture 67-12-05-B as found on shunryusuzuki.com. Edited by DC - Many Shunryu Suzuki lecture ex/cerpts on cuke.com - from thee links to much more. Going slowly through Suzuki transcripts featuring whatever is next that seems okay.
Wednesday, October 17, 2018
Old and New
When we do not think “right or wrong,” “good or
bad,” our mind is big enough accept things whether it is old or whether it is
new. --------------------------------------------------- Excerpt from Shunryu Suzuki lecture 67-12-05-B as found on shunryusuzuki.com. Edited by DC - Many Shunryu Suzuki lecture ex/cerpts on cuke.com - from thee links to much more. Going slowly through Suzuki transcripts featuring whatever is next that seems okay.
Peter Coyote letter to SFZC Leadership
Peter Coyote on the situation with Edward Brown and the SFZC
The first on a page for comments on this matter
The first on a page for comments on this matter
Tuesday, October 16, 2018
Point
I think if you know the true way of zazen,
because you are young-- because you have some feeling of resistance, you will
practice more our way, and feeling of resistance to old way of life will
encourage your practice. Moreover, you will-- your mind will be big enough to
accept the old way of life we had. When our practice come to this point, we say
don't think “good and bad,” or “right or wrong.” --------------------------------------------------- Excerpt from Shunryu Suzuki lecture 67-12-05-B as found on shunryusuzuki.com. Edited by DC - Many Shunryu Suzuki lecture ex/cerpts on cuke.com - from thee links to much more. Going slowly through Suzuki transcripts featuring whatever is next that seems okay.
Monday, October 15, 2018
Crystallized
Instead of expressing resistance outward, we
resume our original nature or universal nature or state of mind
before it is crystallized in some particular way. --------------------------------------------------- Excerpt from Shunryu Suzuki lecture 67-12-05-B as found on shunryusuzuki.com. Edited by DC - Many Shunryu Suzuki lecture ex/cerpts on cuke.com - from thee links to much more. Going slowly through Suzuki transcripts featuring whatever is next that seems okay.
An Analysis and Suggestions of SFZC Handling of Edward Brown case
Charles Kennedy posted on Facebook in a long string of comments following a cuke post about the situation with the SFZC and Edward Brown.
My response:
I'm not downplaying the substantial grief on all sides, as everyone's viewpoint has validity (I don't mean that in a generic way....each side is sincerely aggrieved based on substantive facts). However, this is analogous to a run-of-the-mill hostile work environment complaint. Given SFZC leadership's role in maintaining a platform for speech in front of diverse audiences, it is shockingly clear no planned policy was brought to bear on this incident. I don't even work in human resources and I can identify several important mistakes:
- Loss of confidentiality of the complaintant's statement (and other aspects of the process).
- Not following up in a timely manner on communications.
- Not gathering evidence & not establishing corroboration of the facts.
- Issues with Ed's "deportment" in the past are referenced. Is that established in the record? Most reasonable people can and will adapt their behavior to meet a clearly communicated threshold of expectations. Rather than obliquely referencing "past issues with deportment", there should be a *confidential record* of explicit warnings and identified corrective actions. Maybe there is a record? I don't know.
- Linking expressions of anger, acrimony & animus by one of the parties with the dismissal decision.
My response:
I'm not downplaying the substantial grief on all sides, as everyone's viewpoint has validity (I don't mean that in a generic way....each side is sincerely aggrieved based on substantive facts). However, this is analogous to a run-of-the-mill hostile work environment complaint. Given SFZC leadership's role in maintaining a platform for speech in front of diverse audiences, it is shockingly clear no planned policy was brought to bear on this incident. I don't even work in human resources and I can identify several important mistakes:
- Loss of confidentiality of the complaintant's statement (and other aspects of the process).
- Not following up in a timely manner on communications.
- Not gathering evidence & not establishing corroboration of the facts.
- Issues with Ed's "deportment" in the past are referenced. Is that established in the record? Most reasonable people can and will adapt their behavior to meet a clearly communicated threshold of expectations. Rather than obliquely referencing "past issues with deportment", there should be a *confidential record* of explicit warnings and identified corrective actions. Maybe there is a record? I don't know.
- Linking expressions of anger, acrimony & animus by one of the parties with the dismissal decision.
Sunday, October 14, 2018
Saturday, October 13, 2018
Whole Earth Cataglue
If you were a fan of the Whole Earth Catalog and associated endeavors
(CoEvolution Quarterly, Whole Earth Review, The Well, et al.) you might
enjoy this evening's 50th Anniversary celebration, live streamed from
San Francisco starting ca. 6:45pm PDT. - thanks Andrew
Caught
In our practice, even though we do not ignore
the idea of good or bad, we are not caught by the idea of good or bad any
more. --------------------------------------------------- Excerpt from Shunryu Suzuki lecture 67-12-05-B as found on shunryusuzuki.com. Edited by DC - Many Shunryu Suzuki lecture ex/cerpts on cuke.com - from thee links to much more. Going slowly through Suzuki transcripts featuring whatever is next that seems okay.
Friday, October 12, 2018
Lucy Bennett Calhoun interview
This interview with Lucy Bennett Calhoun was done in 1993 and Lucy just spent some time editing it.
Anew
In our practice, we should forget all about the
idea of good or bad, right or wrong. But when old culture become rigid and
concrete, the old culture will force something always anew. --------------------------------------------------- Excerpt from Shunryu Suzuki lecture 67-12-05-B as found on shunryusuzuki.com. Edited by DC - Many Shunryu Suzuki lecture ex/cerpts on cuke.com - from thee links to much more. Going slowly through Suzuki transcripts featuring whatever is next that seems okay.
Thursday, October 11, 2018
Leadership Statement from SFZC regarding Edward Brown's Situation
Leadership Statement Regarding Edward Brown from the SFZC Sangha News
sent out today and shared on Facebook which I will also do.- Thanks ZC folks.
DC comment: The first paragraph of ZC leaderships' letter understandably misses a few initial steps in the sequence of events. First, Edward Brown sent out an email on the subject. He sent the supporting material to me - the letter of complaint, ZC's email to him, his final response (after calming down some) and the audio files for the talks. He said I could post whatever I wanted. I'm always involved in more than I can keep up with so I kept all the material in a folder to think about later and kept communicating with Edward stressing this wasn't permanent, that ZC and he will evolve. Then Lichen Brown posted a letter on Facebook. There were many responses to her post and many questions so I shared it and then posted the supporting material so people could judge for themselves. Ed wrote me that Lichen was surprised by the enormous response to her letter and asked if I'd add to the cuke page on this that "it was not her intention to hurt or harm anyone, nor is it mine."
DC comment: The first paragraph of ZC leaderships' letter understandably misses a few initial steps in the sequence of events. First, Edward Brown sent out an email on the subject. He sent the supporting material to me - the letter of complaint, ZC's email to him, his final response (after calming down some) and the audio files for the talks. He said I could post whatever I wanted. I'm always involved in more than I can keep up with so I kept all the material in a folder to think about later and kept communicating with Edward stressing this wasn't permanent, that ZC and he will evolve. Then Lichen Brown posted a letter on Facebook. There were many responses to her post and many questions so I shared it and then posted the supporting material so people could judge for themselves. Ed wrote me that Lichen was surprised by the enormous response to her letter and asked if I'd add to the cuke page on this that "it was not her intention to hurt or harm anyone, nor is it mine."
Resistance
Usually resistance and obedience are two quite
different tendencies or activities of mind or functions of mind. But originally it
is not different. There we have reason why we practice something informally and
why we practice our way in the opposite way. Because you feel some resistance
to your old culture, you should practice zazen. And you feel better to practice
our way, because our practice is the expression of our resistance to the old
way of life. --------------------------------------------------- Excerpt from Shunryu Suzuki lecture 67-12-05-B as found on shunryusuzuki.com. Edited by DC - Many Shunryu Suzuki lecture ex/cerpts on cuke.com - from thee links to much more. Going slowly through Suzuki transcripts featuring whatever is next that seems okay.
Wednesday, October 10, 2018
Critical
If you are under a very critical situation, you
will find out your true nature. --------------------------------------------------- Excerpt from Shunryu Suzuki lecture 67-12-05-B as found on shunryusuzuki.com. Edited by DC - Many Shunryu Suzuki lecture ex/cerpts on cuke.com - from thee links to much more. Going slowly through Suzuki transcripts featuring whatever is next that seems okay.
Tuesday, October 9, 2018
No Reciple
Edward Brown's No Recipe - that's Edward - wingin it this way and that like a bird with a chef's hat.
“[An] illuminating guide. Brown presents cooking as a refreshing celebration of the mundane—an act he feels is at the heart of understanding the sacred and a valuable means of enlarging one’s spirituality…[NO RECIPE’s] down-to-earth wisdom, generous spirit, and exuberant encouragement simply to cook will appeal to all readers who enjoy cooking.”
—Publishers Weekly
By it at Amazon etc or on the webstore at Edward Browns Peaceful Sea Sangha - with many intriguing lectures to listen to.
Edward Brown cuke page
“[An] illuminating guide. Brown presents cooking as a refreshing celebration of the mundane—an act he feels is at the heart of understanding the sacred and a valuable means of enlarging one’s spirituality…[NO RECIPE’s] down-to-earth wisdom, generous spirit, and exuberant encouragement simply to cook will appeal to all readers who enjoy cooking.”
—Publishers Weekly
By it at Amazon etc or on the webstore at Edward Browns Peaceful Sea Sangha - with many intriguing lectures to listen to.
Edward Brown cuke page
Lighthouse (referring to the prior posts)
This kind of instruction given by Dogen Zenji is
like a lighthouse in the stormy ocean. When the sea is very calm, you would rather have a storm [laughs]. And
most of the young people has this kind of feeling-- this kind of resistance. --------------------------------------------------- Excerpt from Shunryu Suzuki lecture 67-12-05-B as found on shunryusuzuki.com. Edited by DC - Many Shunryu Suzuki lecture ex/cerpts on cuke.com - from thee links to much more. Going slowly through Suzuki transcripts featuring whatever is next that seems okay.
Monday, October 8, 2018
Appropriate Effective
If you don't know what is true practice and
where you should put your effort, and nature of our practice based on the human
nature or nature of culture-- human culture, we cannot make appropriate
effective effort in helping ourselves and others. --------------------------------------------------- Excerpt from Shunryu Suzuki lecture 67-12-05-B as found on shunryusuzuki.com. Edited by DC - Many Shunryu Suzuki lecture ex/cerpts on cuke.com - from thee links to much more. Going slowly through Suzuki transcripts featuring whatever is next that seems okay.
Sunday, October 7, 2018
Audio excerpts from Edward Brown talk
On the page with material on the termination of Edward Browns teaching at SFZC Centers, there are now audio excerpts from his talks on that day of July 18th of this year with the stories Ed told that the person who wrote the letter of complaint found troubling.
Ed's Ocean Sea Sangha website - with many lectures
Also threw in two other excerpts for fun. - DC
Ed's Ocean Sea Sangha website - with many lectures
Also threw in two other excerpts for fun. - DC
Saturday, October 6, 2018
Keep Standing on Your Head
Like I told
you over and over, the point of our effort is like this: for beginner it looks very discouraging and frustrating. Someone in dokusan said [laughs] Zen is like standing on your head [laughs]. It is
simple [laughing], but to keep standing on your head is very difficult. I think that is very true. --------------------------------------------------- Excerpt from Shunryu Suzuki lecture 67-12-05-B as found on shunryusuzuki.com. Edited by DC - Many Shunryu Suzuki lecture ex/cerpts on cuke.com - from thee links to much more. Going slowly through Suzuki transcripts featuring whatever is next that seems okay.
Friday, October 5, 2018
Edward Brown Banned!
A page for the ongoing saga of Edward Brown's banishment from teaching at SFZC including links to the offending talks.
Parental warning: some content may offend
Ed's Ocean Sea Sangha website - with many lectures
Parental warning: some content may offend
Ed's Ocean Sea Sangha website - with many lectures
Lichen Brown's letter to the Abbots and Abbesses of the SFZC
This is the first of a series of posts on the decision of the SFZC to ban Edward Brown from teaching there including canceling some future sittings and talks that were booked.
Read Lichen's letter here at Google Docs also she posts it on Facebook here.
Continuing from yesterday
In this way, to open up your mind for everything
and to be ready for accepting various difficulties is the purpose of zazen. --------------------------------------------------- Excerpt from Shunryu Suzuki lecture 67-12-05-A as found on shunryusuzuki.com. Edited by DC - Many Shunryu Suzuki lecture ex/cerpts on cuke.com - from thee links to much more. Going slowly through Suzuki transcripts featuring whatever is next that seems okay.
Thursday, October 4, 2018
Apply
So if we do not know how to resume the source of life, what we will have is culminating joy and regretfulness. We
cannot enjoy our life in its true sense without this practice. That is why
Dogen Zenji put emphasis on this practice. It does not mean to slight the other
practice, but if we forget this point, whatever practice it may be, it doesn't
work - it doesn't help us in its true sense. On the other hand, if we understand
this point and apply whatever way of practice you apply, it
will work. --------------------------------------------------- Excerpt from Shunryu Suzuki lecture 67-12-05-A as found on shunryusuzuki.com. Edited by DC - Many Shunryu Suzuki lecture ex/cerpts on cuke.com - from thee links to much more. Going slowly through Suzuki transcripts featuring whatever is next that seems okay.
Wednesday, October 3, 2018
Joy
In zazen, our mind should not be in a state of
contamination or in the state of sleepiness, you know. If we are sleeping, we
cannot practice zazen. But on the other hand, if our mind is in a state of agitation or state of extreme joy, we cannot practice our way. And
describing this extreme joy, Chinese people used two words-- two characters.
One is culminating joy, you know. One is culmination of joy. And one character
is regretfulness [laughs], you know. It describes to
the point if the culmination of joy happens to us, next moment will be the
regret [laughs]. --------------------------------------------------- Excerpt from Shunryu Suzuki lecture 67-12-05-A as found on shunryusuzuki.com. Edited by DC - Many Shunryu Suzuki lecture ex/cerpts on cuke.com - from thee links to much more. Going slowly through Suzuki transcripts featuring whatever is next that seems okay.
Tuesday, October 2, 2018
Regretful
Only when we know that even though evolution of
life brought our individual life to this point where we have many fears, we
know how to resume our original life-- source of life. Then, you know, we can
enjoy this civilization at the top of evolution of life activity. So without
this kind of understanding, we cannot enjoy anything. When you are involved in
it you may be all right, but what will happen to next time? You will be very
regretful. --------------------------------------------------- Excerpt from Shunryu Suzuki lecture 67-12-05-A as found on shunryusuzuki.com. Edited by DC - Many Shunryu Suzuki lecture ex/cerpts on cuke.com - from thee links to much more. Going slowly through Suzuki transcripts featuring whatever is next that seems okay.
Monday, October 1, 2018
Civilization
The evolution of life creates many problems for
us. I am not regretful about our civilization - to enjoy this civilization. I enjoy it very much. But at the same time, we
should know that there is no complete freedom or complete renunciation in this
kind of civilization. --------------------------------------------------- Excerpt from Shunryu Suzuki lecture 67-12-05-A as found on shunryusuzuki.com. Edited by DC - Many Shunryu Suzuki lecture ex/cerpts on cuke.com - from thee links to much more. Going slowly through Suzuki transcripts featuring whatever is next that seems okay.