Not You Anymore

Our activity is cosmic activity and personal activity. So, there is no need to explain what we are doing. When you want to explain it, that is all right, but because it is impossible to understand you should not feel uneasy. You know, actually you are here, right here. Before you don’t [thumps stick] understand yourself, you are you. After you understand, you are not you anymore [laughs].

Shadow screen of Shunryu Suzuki created by Al Wong

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Thump

You cannot say this is just Buddha’s activity because you are [thumps stick] active actually. You may say then, I don’t know who is doing what. But why say that. You want to intellectualize your activity, that’s all. So, before you say something, the actual [thumps stick] activity is here. That is actually who we are. We are Buddha, and we are each one of us [laughs].

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Tatsudo Nicole Baden has been practicing Zen since 2001 and received Dharma Transmission in 2017. Richard Baker will be stepping down and Nicole Baden will be stepping up to be the abbot of Dharma Sangha in Germany and the US. Listen to an encore presentation of a podcast talk with Nicole that was posted on March 20, 2021. - https://cuke.com/f.

Everyone

If we do something we cannot say, “I am doing something,” because there is no one independent separate from others.… When I say something, you are hearing it. So, I cannot do anything just for myself…. When someone does something, everyone is cooperating, and everyone will be doing something.

L to R: Phillip Wilson, Shunryu, Mitsu Suzuki, ?, David Chadwick, Richard Baker - Tassajara 1967

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Explanations

Some may say our activity originated or is based on Buddha’s mind. And “such and such” is Buddha’s mind, and “so and so” is ordinary mind. You may say various explanations [laughs], but there is no need to explain in that way.

Buddha’s Birthday, Sokoji - 1966

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Ordinary Mind

Ordinary mind is tao, you know. Even though we are doing quite usual things, whenever we do something, that is actually Buddha’s activity—Buddha’s activity, but our activity [laughs]. Ordinary mind is tao. Buddha’s mind, Buddha’s activity, and our activity are not different.

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Actual Feeling

Whatever you hear, whatever you see, that is okay. Before you have this kind of actual feeling, of course it is necessary to be accustomed to our practice. Although intellectually we understand ourselves, but if we haven’t actual feeling with it, then it is not so powerful. So, that is why you must keep on practicing. If you keep practicing our way, naturally you will have this understanding and this actual feeling, too.

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Whatever They Say

When you experience enlightenment, or when you are enlightened, you will understand things more freely. You don’t mind what people call you. “Ordinary man.” “Okay, I am an ordinary man.” “You are buddha?” “Yes, I am buddha.” “How can you be a buddha and an ordinary man?” “Oh, I don’t know why, but actually I am buddha and an ordinary man.” It doesn’t matter. Whatever they say [laughs], that is all right.

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Carrying a Big Board

We call someone who understands things from just one side, tamban-kan. In Japanese it means a man who carries a board on his shoulder. Because he carries a big board on his shoulder this way, he cannot see the other side [laughs]. He is always carrying a big board on his shoulder. Almost all people are carrying a big board, so they cannot see the other side. He thinks he is just an ordinary man, but if he takes off the board, he will understand, “Oh, I am buddha, too [laughs]. It is amazing,” he may say. That is enlightenment.

Erik Storlie and his brother

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Kelly Bernard Chadwick grew up in and around Tassajara, the SFZC City Center, and Green Gulch Farm. He is my older son. His mother is my first wife, Daya Goldschlag who now has a Zen group in Spokane, Washington, where Kelly is an arborist and has a business there called Spirit Pruners. Listen to our podcast and read more about him and his recent work at Tassajara - https://cuke.com/f.